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I feel like a drug addict
Who hasn’t gotten her fix
Of being a horrible person
A right to be a mean bitch
I can’t help how I feel
But I know who I want to be
And I know you can’t see
The real me is struggling
To win past this addiction
Crawling beneath my skin
Not looking for consequences
Only for a quick band aid thrill
For a gun shoot wound
Tearing at my self with sick ill
Clawing at the layers
Hoping that I’ll make it through
Because when I look in a mirror
I don’t want to see who
I’ve become for some cheap shoot
Something not worth a blink or nod
I’ll get past this just you see
Because soon
You won’t have any hold on me
Who hasn’t gotten her fix
Of being a horrible person
A right to be a mean bitch
I can’t help how I feel
But I know who I want to be
And I know you can’t see
The real me is struggling
To win past this addiction
Crawling beneath my skin
Not looking for consequences
Only for a quick band aid thrill
For a gun shoot wound
Tearing at my self with sick ill
Clawing at the layers
Hoping that I’ll make it through
Because when I look in a mirror
I don’t want to see who
I’ve become for some cheap shoot
Something not worth a blink or nod
I’ll get past this just you see
Because soon
You won’t have any hold on me
This one is about me killing the part of me that people have a hold on, the part that doesn't matter. I refuse to let others have that hold on me, and in a way its like an addiction because we keep on going through it and can't stop very easily and you just want to say something/doing something when you know you shouldn't because of how you feel. If you can kill that addiction, then you can be free of their hold.
I want to be FREE of my addiction
TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK!!!!! O_O OR ELSE!!! I HAVE MONKEY FRIENDS!!!!
Thanks ^_^
I want to be FREE of my addiction
TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK!!!!! O_O OR ELSE!!! I HAVE MONKEY FRIENDS!!!!
Thanks ^_^
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I think sometimes, when we are angry or upset about something, we tend to take it out on those closest to us, even though we probably shouldn't. This one kind of gives me that message. Really nice job on this one! 