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I put a hole in my lover's heart
He put a hole in his brain
Said he couldn't wait
Till the pain went away
I tried to rescue him
I wanted to be his super woman
He tried to drag me down
He wanted to not be so alone
I pushed him to the side
Said baby save yourself
He pushed the barrel to his head
Said baby save me now
I tried to swallow the bullets
Tried to hide the scars away
He saved one in his pocket
saved it for his brain
I tried to rescue him
I wanted to be his super woman
He tried to drag me down
He wanted to not be so alone
I pushed him to the side
Said baby save yourself
He pushed the barrel to his head
Said baby save me now
I ran to his rescue each time
Till the hope ran away
He ran to his end each time
Till I finally stayed away
He put a hole in his brain
Said he couldn't wait
Till the pain went away
I tried to rescue him
I wanted to be his super woman
He tried to drag me down
He wanted to not be so alone
I pushed him to the side
Said baby save yourself
He pushed the barrel to his head
Said baby save me now
I tried to swallow the bullets
Tried to hide the scars away
He saved one in his pocket
saved it for his brain
I tried to rescue him
I wanted to be his super woman
He tried to drag me down
He wanted to not be so alone
I pushed him to the side
Said baby save yourself
He pushed the barrel to his head
Said baby save me now
I ran to his rescue each time
Till the hope ran away
He ran to his end each time
Till I finally stayed away
For all of us whose had a lover, a boyfriend, a girlfriend, or even just a friend who was suicidal and all you wanted to do was help them, when they didn't really want your help.
I NEVER EVER want to be in that situation again. It tore me apart to be that person, who was always trying to save someone who didn't want to be saved inside. To realize that no matter what you feel or what you do, it's not about you, it's about them and in order for them to get better, you have to step back and stop taking the blame for their suicidal moments.
I NEVER EVER want to be in that situation again. It tore me apart to be that person, who was always trying to save someone who didn't want to be saved inside. To realize that no matter what you feel or what you do, it's not about you, it's about them and in order for them to get better, you have to step back and stop taking the blame for their suicidal moments.
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