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To Fix The Long Past Broken

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Does it matter
That doing this wont make you happy
When have I ever made you happy
It has all been a lie hasn’t it
You’ve been faking for my sake
And I’ve been taking advantage of it
Living in denial of your unhappiness
Even when I acknowledge it
It still won’t be enough
Because knowing doesn’t change a thing
People won’t change, be it you or me
I’ll still make you unhappy with my repeated mistakes
I’m human, not God’s angel that fell from the heavens
No matter how much I wish it, pray for it, I’m not!
So now all that is left is me standing here outside
Behind the glass of your window in the rain
My back to you and your back to me
Some things just can’t change
No matter how much we wish for them too
Like the cuts on your wrists
The bruises on my mind
We’re both damaged people
Subjected to our own self abuse
We’re the same, you and I
And two broken and damaged people
Just can’t fix each other
And no matter what comes after this
If you turn around finally
Or you come running out of the house
I’ll be standing out here by my self
Shattering in the rain fall
Chipping away at my soul with silver knife in hand
Ready for the ultimate ending
Too bad I won’t be hearing those angels singing
My face upturned to the moaning and crying sky
As my body and soul fall back down
Into the burning fires of hell
That will never warm me as you did
Written in class, i was super bored and kinda depressed. So i made up a story that went along with how i was feeling and there it is. ^_^ Don't you just love it when you get ideas randomly, whatever the mood. Its good for creativity to be a wide range, happy and sad, confidence and fear, etc. :D So i guess its best to balance my self out with some creative pieces that are 'depressing' in a way :P Balance is everything

Tell me what you think! (I tried to make it general enough that people could really relate).
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VixRayne's avatar
I think you did a terrific job, the emotion and intensity of this poem is very good.