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Honesty Over Love
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So for the past few days I've been rereading a bdsm fanfiction story that I really like. It is very well written and feels like it's handled in a very healthy way for that relationship to go, doing a good job of taking us through it all. I've personally have very little if you can even call it experience in that world but on occasion I really enjoy reading it. While rereading the story I got to the part where the Dom told the Sub that the reason she was so turned on by being punished was because she was so in control everywhere else in her life and turning off her brain and giving her trust to him made her excited. That she enjoyed the marks he left because she could wear her anxiety on her skin and cleanse herself with punishment. This made me think of the phrase "the truth will set you free" which was a phrase I heard a lot growing up from my parents. I'm naturally a person who will tell people her thoughts, no matter the topic, perhaps especially if it's sexual. I'm not good at keeping my lips closed about my personal life with the people I trust at all. I wonder if I've adapted that phrase into my life so deeply, that it is why I'm always confessing things. I'm sitting here reading this porn fiction and when someone asks what I'm reading I get a thrill by telling them but it also relaxes me. So I'm just wondering if it's similar lol or idk, it felt like epiphany somehow lol
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Nudity

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So I took some particle nudes after a Halloween party. Nothing special, but you can see the top of my pussy. I'm wondering if I should submit them. I'm not uber shy but I do worry that certain family members might see and then I have to deal with that. How have others dealt with this one? My face isn't in any of them but I don't want to lie if someone asks. Thoughts???
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Wow, it has been a decade since I've joined this website! Though I haven't always been very active, if at all, this place still has the nostalgic feel of 'coming home' when I'm on it. DA has always been my safe dumping grounds for my personal writing, something I very rarely if ever share with the people in my life. So thank you so much DA, and all of my DA friends and fellow artists for making this such a great place on the internet! :D
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I scarily put my big girl panties on the other day and requested information from a college. Today the adviser called me and we spoke for a while. I never admitted to being brave or cowardly but right now I feel like both in a weird way. 

I always wanted to perhaps attended A.I. college because I love the creative aspect of it and yet there is a nice balance to it with the analytical side of things. Which is probably while Advertising appeals to me. I know, judgement. However, I've been told by a lot of people that I'm good at judgement/critiquing and why not apply that aspect in to my job? My current job pays well but has no benefits and I do NOT want to do it forever. So college. The real goal is to do a job I enjoy, maybe not love, and to to get paid comfortably enough that I don't have to worry about bills while I live with my means and still have money saved up for nest eggs and perhaps a trip or two. 

I'm not sure who I'm trying to convince...obviously myself but whatever. 
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Feeling a bit weird because I just rejoined Pottermore and decided to resort myself because its been updated. I was a Gryffindor, but according to the new test, I am a Ravenclaw. I made my dad take the best as well, and he is also a Ravenclaw. I don't know how to feel about this lol I wonder what my mom would be if I were to make her take the Pottermore test as well. I did a random online test with my dad before and he was a Slytherin, so I'm not sure how this stands hahaha! 
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